as usual I am beyond BUSY.
If any of you follow my other blog, www.tbeventer.blogspot.com, you all know I've been showing up the wa-zoo and have 2 jobs AND take summer school classes in attempt to graduate on time.
I've been busy...wait I said that already...
SO. The working out dieting...has gone by the permanent wayside I think. I get up at 5am or 7:30 to go to work, work till 4PM, go to my other job at 5PM, work till 7:30PM and then get home around 8...almost everyday. On the days I don't work both jobs, I have homework to catch up on and assignments to do as well as household chores like groceries to buy and bills to pay and cleaning to do.
This leaves me a tired panda and highly unmotivated to go workout at 10PM...I don't know what to do anymore.
I can't not work since I have so many bills to pay and I can't give up sleep or school but I NEED to get back to working out. Even when I was working out 4 days week I lost almost 12lbs in a month. I'm pretty sure I've gained that allllllll back.
Also, with the tiredness, cooking has gone by the wayside...or I just throw together mac and cheese. Lovely right?
ALSO I simply cannot buy fresh produce! I don't have enough time to sit and cook/prepare myself food evevrynight so half the time, my delicious, crisp veggies, fruit and meats gets thrown away. OFTEN. I've prolly thrown out $100 worth of food over the last month. $100 I can't afford.
So yeah I'm pretty much in a MAJOR catch-22 right now.